Hey everyone. I haven't updated everyone in forever. I thought I should. It's been too long huh? I moved to Colorado state coming up on three months ago. I live with Ian (my husband), his mom, and his (almost) fourteen year old sister, Mariah. Courtney did live here, but she moved out about a month and a half ago to do things she needed to do. I love it here. The summer is SO warm. It was a lot at first and took some getting used too, but I'm so used to it now that I love it. It's so amazingly gorgeous here. The mountins that surround us on every side and the sunsets are incrediable. I love it. I've almost broken my camera on a few occasions going picture crazy. lol. So far, moving here is been such a positive experience for me. I have changed so much since I lived back home. I've grown up a lot and I've lost a lotta friends. I litterally have no friends here besides Ian. I know that sounds bad, but I've actually found it to be positive for me. I also learned that I saddly, just cannot really trust people. All of our best friends back home have lied to us and betrayed us since we've been here. I don't play those games. It's okay though cause I've learned to do things on my own. It's been so great. I have a job at Safeway, but I'm rather angry with them right now. They lost my pay check for this week and I won't get it until tuesday and I finally got paid for my first week there last week... and for no reason, I haven't been on the schedule for two weeks. Hopefully, the new manager will fix this cause it's stupid. I've been there for about two months now and I still don't have a time card. It's rediculous. Other than that, I've been writing some lately and taking SEVERAL pictures. Amazing pictures too. Ian and I even did a few joint songs/poems that as dark as they are, are actually amazing. I have to ask him if he doesn't mind if I post them along with my newer poems. The pictures I have, need to be editted, but I used photoshop to edit my pics before and I don't have it on my new computer...so once I figure out how to edit them, I'll post them on my photo account. Other than that, I've realized there's no better friend in the world than a dog. They're so loyal and caring. Our dog, Shelah is amazing. She is my best friend (girl wise). She's there for me unconditionally and loves me no matter what. I love her so much. I'm gonna see if I can post a picture of her on here for you all to see. I love her so much. She's our only pet right now cause we had to get rid of our snakes and mice. Made us both very sad, but it would have been too much to move them out here and it's not fair to them. More so, when we live with three cats and four dogs now. lol. It's pretty awesome. There's always love to go around. I love it. Lastly, I'm gonna be twenty one two weeks from today. I'm super excited. I cannot wait. I'm going home to visit on the 11th and then on the 14th, I'm leaving with my mom, dad and sisters to go to Las Vegas for the weekend. I am super excited. I miss my family so much. I've never been away from them this long in my whole life. I really miss my mom, dad and cousins. My cousin Kiersten (who turns ten on the day I get home) is getting her wish. She said she, "just wants to see me for her birthday." and we're surprising her. I'm super excited for that too. Uhhh... I think that's pretty much it. I hope everyone is doing well. I'm going to try and post my several new poems as soon as I can. I have way more things I haven't posted than I thought. I'm also gonna try to update my ID. Hope you're all well. Bye for now.